i'm learning a lot from my Korean friend/student. in fact, im learning more from him than his learning from me. maybe i should pay him..lol
he said life is too short to spend it in sadness. gotta get up and dance. must not care. at times when you get rejected, leave. don't push yourself on somebody.
he said not to look back. you can't stop people from doing what they want. so let them live their lives and you live your life.
wow. lolz and i should listen. he's 4 years wiser.

i realize now how pathetic i've been. truly. wow. ive been wallowing in heartache, thinking about negative thoughts while the rest of the world are living their lives, being happy. i let it all affect me..my ahemm supposed job and my study.
i made my world stop but that won't keep people from liking and then loving each other.*sigh*

so no more crying, no more poring over other people's profiles, no more clinging to a lifeless toy dog( really, i know) and i gotta remove my subscription for irish jobs. those newsletters are flooding my email inbox, man.

today, Sean will rap for me and i will sing since last time we ran out of time. it's a deal.