we didn't have a class tuesday because i had to go to salon to have a change in hairstyle so people won't recognize me. wala lang. today we won't have a class because in the afternoon, Sean will visit the campus and i will have to give him a tour inside the school grounds. i wished i didn't join yesterday's supposed dry run for the SEAG. i thought it was a waste of time. now i have two straight absences in my History class. my teacher will miss me for sure. lol.

Sean is a chain smoker. when we have conversations, i can smell a mix of cigarette and coffee in his breath. their house smells of cigarette smoke. i think i'll get cancer sooner or later. maybe i should buy insurance. lol.

i have a plan. i will go to japan and study there. maybe try to win a scholarship and get a master's degree. cool. i'm dreaming again. or if not japan i'd go to germany. kaycee and i had planned it out. if the plan would not seem feasible two years from now, our back up destination would be australia. yehey..im so excited. then we'll get married to handsome white men. lol. i wish. lol.

back to Sean..his style is hip hop. he even explained to me the history of hip hop in america. gosh. he always goes out at night and come back home at 3am or 4am. gosh. he always drinks alcohol. what's so nice about him is that he has a ready smile.