Today we (gilmark and i) are giving a blow out in the office because we were both "upgraded" to regular status from being probationary employees. Gilmark took care of the rice, crispy pata (yum!, pinakbet and drinks, while i brought in linarang (fish) and kinilaw (na fish still). I didnt really want to do this. I told my mother about it and she told me that I have to make "bangka" because it is expected by everybody. It's like a tradition. I didnt want to give a blow out because even if I am a regular employee now, my rate is still the same until the rate standardization will be approved by the gods of rural electrification.

My share of food has arrived and my co workers seem happy about it. I think my mother is right. It's a good decision after all even if I have to spend 1000 pesosesoses. If you feed people, they tend to be nicer towards you. I think so. It's the truth and my mother knows that. I will eat til I'm so full I can't think of work I'll just sit in front of my office laptop, stare at the different products at ebay.com and pretend like i'm in deep concentration working on excel files. I could do better than this.

i have not done anything important or challenging today.

i wish to stay in this job for at least a year. after one year im going to go find another job more suitable for me. i wanna join the amazing race. that'd be cool.

my new job is great. i just go my midyear bonus yesterday. it seems that im not really fit for the job thoug. i get bored so easily. instead of working, here i am blogging thee time away. i wish i could be a better worker.