i just had a beating from the boss. i deserve it though. i know that i havent been doing well at work and thought about improving myself. it's just bad timing you know. just when you were going to improve yourself, somebody else had to point it out to you and in some ways embarrass you. i dont blame him for it, i actually liked that he told me about my weaknesses at work. it was really cool.

from now on, i would be a dedicated worker. i would do the best that i can to improve and be an asset to this company. i would try to not be annoyed by the people in this office and just concentrate on being positive.

wow. and i may even stop using the internet during work hours...maybe just a little. improving doesnt happen overnight...it's gradual. so i'll gradually reduce internet use. i may experience withdrawal symptoms. but that's fine. this will all be for my own good and self improvement. =)